We Did Our Best

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She sent me a most distressing message that I sat down and answered1 as diplomatically and truthfully as I could, however, no matter how much I tried, she refused to listen to reason.

IMPORTANT

The way you’re behaving towards my siblings and their amazing partners is enough for me to cut you out.

Lets just turn the tables on that for a second. Your brother, Donny, beat your father up. He came here a 1.30am drunk and disorderly and beat me up, his 70 year old father. It would have been worse if not for his son, Jacob, stopping him from doing worse. He tore out the ligaments in each of my index fingers as I was pointing at him telling him to go home. He twisted each finger and bent it over backwards and for good measure he punched me in the nose. I could not use my fingers for two months. I would have forgave him but he refused to apologise. Why? Because his amazing partner was having an altercation with your mother and reported me for harassment to the Police. I had not even spoken to her. All I did was ask Donny why she did that and he beat me up. Yes, I know, you must be fuming with your sibling behaving so badly to your Dad. How dare I ask WHY. Is that enough to cut him out?

Your brother, Derek, did something so bad to dishonour us that even mum and I do not talk about it. I would never tell anyone what he did. I am so ashamed and embarrassed. Canaan was sent into servitude for doing something similar but far less. It was horrific. The dishonour was enormous. He has never apologised to mum or I for what he did to us. It was weird even bizarre. I know, you must be incensed at what he did to us, your sibling. He could have been excommunicated for bringing the church into disrepute. He is an unrepentant sinner. Is that enough to cut him out?

Your sister Khadra snatched away our grandchildren from your mothers arms and gave no reason. We did not fall out or have bad words, no sign of anything unto wards. Jonah thought the world of your mum. He must have been so upset. How cruel is that and why. No reason has ever been given. Your sibling done that to your parents. You must be so angry with her. Give her the silent treatment like you did to us. After she did that she sent a nasty message to Hannah about me and to wind me up she sent it to me.Is that enough to cut her out?

I am not going to tell you about you or Elliott, just read my blog. Is that enough to cut them out? All I did is tell you that you could not use my laptop. All five of my children have been horrible and everything I have written about them is 100% true. You have all used your children to hurt us. You are all nasty pieces of work. You do not deserve the kind, considerate and loving parents that you have. You were all your mothers life. She loved you so much, so did I. Look what you did to someone so special and I bet you feel no guilt. You and your siblings all turned into nasty adults and signed up to the army of Satan. He controls all of you. Satan enlists from the children of broken homes. Each one of you have married people from broken homes. You do not stand a chance. Not all children from broken homes accept Satan’s invitation but all yours did. Oliver renewed his subscription when he became a capitalist, and probably a Free Mason. You all married spawns of Satan. I cannot help you. You are too far gone. You cannot see the wood from the trees. None of your spouses knew what they were doing their environment created them. You all could have saved them but you are all too week. 82 million people in the USA are in the same predicament as we are in. We are not alone.

 

This book and these blogs are intended to make you see the error of your ways and to warn the world of you and your capabilities. None of you are safe to be around. Is it any wonder that I would not entrust mum into your company, the love of my life with demons hell bent on destroying our happiness. Your mother rightly listened to my council and refused to go. You are not safe. I cannot help but to love you. You are flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone. I have prayed to God to release me and your mother from that very special parental bond but we have been told that we had a choice to procreate or remain baron. We made our choice and have no alternative. What was a blessing when you were children has become a painful burden now that you are all adults. It is a blessing that there is not that much time left. There is a price to what you have all done. You will all have to pay it. If a million people smoke cigarettes does not make smoking them right. If 5 out of six children are wayward does not make wayward right. You are all bad children and have all dishonoured us.

THE TANTRUM

But instead, you sit in bed, in a grotty council flat.

I do not, however, I am 70 years old. My grandparents sat in a chair by an open fire at 70 watching TV until a specific time at night when they would go to bed, and they were as happy as Larry. Maybe I would be happy in my grotty flat sitting in my bed. Who are you to determine what makes me happy. You are just over 40. Our needs are different. This is yet another assumption, you do not know us, you do not know what we do in our lives, you cut us out, remember. So how can you make such a off the wall assumption, and even if you are right, and you are most certainly not, so what. Whatever floats your boat. It is none of your business. You guess far too much. What is grotty to you is heaven for us. How dare you judge us. That is narcissistic.

But you’re right, it’s not just pointed at you but also pointed at Kay as she has allowed you to do it!

For allowing it? What is “IT”? Hand feeding you beef stroganoff? Only that is a poor reason for emancipation, don’t you think? What should I say in response to that slur? Thank you? You are wasting your time writing because there is no meaning to your words, “it” if it is a combination of things say that and not it as that is singular. If it is a combination of my imperfections in raising you get over it, I am not perfect. Be thankful that I did not spend our wages on pissing it up against a wall somewhere and then come home and beat your mother up for giving me cold potatoes than scream at you for not giving me my slippers quick enough, that would be abuse. You are just whining about nothing.

The way you’re behaving towards my siblings and their amazing partners is enough for me to cut you out.

What way exactly am I acting. Defending myself against the slurs and innuendos of two mentally ill persons? Your right. You and the other four should have done that, as Steven and mum did. You should have never allowed two strangers to talk to your father as they did. None of you should have, which proves that you are all of the same elk, hence the group emancipation. A loyal son or daughter would have intervened, regardless of the beef stroganoff  or my Chinese, to protect their father, but none of you are aware of parental care simply because you all don’t care. Why? Because I washed your face with beef stroganoff and would not let you use my laptop. You go, girl, you show your dad, that is what he gets for that kind of abuse. There is something not quite right, Naomi. Perhaps that bang on your head did affect you.

 

The way you’re trying to come for Oliver, myself and our boys is enough.

Are your boys an added assumption of yours only I have not come for them or even mentioned them, you, and according to you, Oliver, have come for me and my loyal wife of 50 years.

Nice, loving, happy people don’t behave like that.

No, they do not act like turncoats either. They defend their parents, regardless.

Especially parents towards their own children. It’s weird and unnatural.

There you go with that “IT” again. What is it? Especially your own children against their parents, who they should have defended and visited in hospital when they were dying from salmonella poisoning.

What do you gain from all this wickedness I wonder.

All what wickedness, or are you talking about “IT” Again. Is it in not defending your father against two clearly deranged, mentally ill sister-in-laws wicked behaviour. Or, as you call them “Amazing Partners”, but you used different terms when you first met them. The devil’s disciples know their own.

Matthew 7:5

You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. Judge not.

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No pawns left to do your dirty work.

And what dirty work do you refer to. “IT”?

I just don’t know. You’re a very black soul, god have mercy on you 🖤

Whenever you refer to the sacred name of God, it should always be capitalised. See how Oliver has kicked your religion out of you when taking you 130 miles from the influence of your parents. God have mercy on us all, we are all sinners.

 

 

IMPORTANT

I am not going to tell you about you or Elliott, just read my blog. All five of my children have been horrible and everything I have written about them is 100% true. You are all nasty pieces of work. You do not deserve the kind, considerate and loving parents that you have. You were all your mothers life. She loved you so much, so did I. Look what you did to someone so special and I bet you feel no guilt. You and your siblings all turned into nasty adults and signed up to the army of Satan. He controls all of you. Satan enlists from the children of broken homes. Each one of you have married people from broken homes. You do not stand a chance. Not all children from broken homes accept Satan’s invitation but all yours did. Oliver renewed his subscription when he became a capitalist, and probably a Free Mason. You all married spurns of Satan. I cannot help you. You are too far gone. You cannot see the wood from the trees. None of your spouses knew what they were doing their environment created them. You all could have saved them but you are all too week. 82 million people in the USA are in the same predicament as we are in. We are not alone.

 

This book and these blogs are intended to make you see the error of your ways and to warn the world of you and your capabilities. None of you are safe to be around. Is it any wonder that I would not entrust mum into your company, the love of my life with demons hell bent on destroying our happiness. Your mother rightly listened to my council and refused to go. You are not safe. I cannot help but to love you. You are flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone. I have prayed to God to release me and your mother from that very special parental bond but we have been told that we had a choice to procreate or remain baron. We made our choice and have no alternative. What was a blessing when you were children has become a painful burden now that you are all adults. It is a blessing that there is not that much time left. There is a price to what you have all done. You will all have to pay it. If a million people smoke cigarettes does not make smoking them right. If 5 out of six children are wayward does not make wayward right. You are all bad children and have all dishonoured us.