We Did Our Best

Donny,

OI have already written Donny’s Conclusion in the form of this letter. Up until I found a need to write this letter, he has been an exemplary son. However, he physically assaulted me, his father, for no good reason. And refused to apologise to me for it. He physically assaulted his 70 year old father, and I can not forgive him for it until he apologises. He also sided with the bizarre behaviour of his wife, effectively condoning what she did and said to Kay and I. I expect an apology. My other children have done some cruel things to Kay and I, but none of them have physically assaulted a sick OAP at 70 years old. You also told Steven that you never read my letters and messages, even if I was not your father, it is rude and careless  to not read words that someone else has taken the time to write, specifically for you to read, but I cannot see you really caring about that. But you did read my letter, Jacob told me that you did. So not only do you suggest you ignore your father, disrespectfully, but you lie about it. I always know when I hit a tender spot, my kids can not argue with me. If they could, I am sure they would. Hannah tries every now and then but always ends up ignoring me and walking away with her tail tucked between her legs. They are all the same.Mr.Cameron

You have left me with no alternative but to send you this letter and subject you to my characteristic need for verbosity that you hate so much. Like my other wayward children, you have done something that can easily be defined as horrendous and directed against me, your father, and knowing what you have done, you are now crawling back under the rock you came from to hide from your shameful, appalling behaviour. Now, that is talking to you harshly and now you can cry “he shouldn’t talk to me like that mum, not like the handful of acquiescent, harmless messages I sent you that were perfectly innocuous and just a father talking to his son in a manner that I have always done. The problem was that you were dishonouring your father by ignoring my messages, without reason, which was frustrating me, and my patience with you was running out. When you did eventually answer me, you had irresponsibly drunk 3 parts of a bottle of whisky and were stone drunk and incoherent. As you passed mum, at my front door, you said to her, he just cannot talk to me like that. Like what, Donny? I have the transcript of the conversation I had with you. I know what I said. and in essence I explained to you what your troublesome wife had done to your loyal father. Indeed, you knew that I was extremely unhappy at what she did. I also made it clear that I was not happy at you ignoring me without reason. What did, could, you take from my handful of messages that was offensive in any way. There was nothing, was there Donny. You just seemed to want to join the other brats on the “let’s get Dad” band wagon, didn’t you? Another one gone, I heard you say, but you failed to look at the other side of the coin, to me it is another one who has succumbed to the evil intentions and enticing’s of their jealous and envious partners. You too have migrated to the darker side where you found the “She Devil” who asked you to marry her. You had obviously planned the outcome you wanted. I said nothing that should have caused you to act in such a savage and uncivilised manner, absolutely nothing. This has been contrived. She assumed that she was talking to me instead of Kay, although it was from Kay’s mobile, and Kay made no secret that it was her. She did what most autonomous people do, she guessed, and ran with it, not knowing if her assumption was true. Not really caring if it were true or not. I had not even spoken to her. Imagine getting a phone call from  the police, saying that you had been reported by someone you had not even spoken to for several months and for harassment.

Respect me Respect my Values and Moral Beliefs

I am 70 years old, very soon, and very much “old school”. I would never grass my own children or their spouses to the police, or anyone else, for that matter. It is incomprehensibly despicable, what your wife did, YET AGAIN!! Your wife, the person that YOU! decided to accept her marriage proposal and thus agree to be responsible for her as your wife. The same person who wrongly grassed me up, your father, to the police. The man that raised you, fed you, clothed you, educated you, academically and practically, protected you, comforted you, kept you safe and warm, nursed you when you were ill, defended you and most importantly, Loved You UNCONDITIONALLY, ready to lay his life down for you in an instant, then and now. But it is obvious that you do not remember those small anomalies. My inherent values system is that you always bite your tongue with family, even if you disagree with them. The peace is therefore always kept, and everyone gets on. You never, ever go to the police to report them for sending you a harmless text message saying “go for it. Goodbye” she was then told by the police that it is not and offence to answer a text, especially as mum was just reply to your wife’s text message. She then resorted to request the police to tell “Me!!”, an innocent by-stander, that she wants nothing to do with me. Well good, was my initial reaction, as I want nothing to do with an autonomist, like her, however, she had no need to make that request as she already said, in her text to mum, that she had kept her distance from me so had not spoken to me for a long, long time, and I had not had anything to do with her. Where is her logic, why point a figure at me, I have not contacted her. Indeed, she had contacted us; we did not contact her, we were happy with the distance that we had placed between us. She contacted us, via text message, about attending Alma’s Sports Day, then told the police she wanted nothing to do with us. Then why contact us? Hypocritical? YES! Of course it was. Our rejection of her invitation made her angry and vindictive causing her to seek vengeance for our rejection and her autonomy caused her to call the police because Mum defiantly answered her. She is sick Donny. You have to be aware of that. Normal people are not so contradictory and hypocritical in their actions and modus operandi.  She assumed that she was talking to me instead of Kay, although it was from Kay’s mobile, and Kay made no secret that it was her. She did what most autonomous people do, she guessed, and ran with it, not knowing if her assumption was true. Not really caring if it were true or not. I had not even spoken to her. Imagine getting a phone call from  the police, saying that you had been reported by someone you had not even spoken to for several months for harassment. She is undeniably crazy and you have fallen into her Web of deciet.

Autonomy

Autonomy, a relatively new word to me. I believe that Satan is an autonomous evil with a self-will coupled with destructive malice and evil intent. Perhaps one definition of major significance is to speak in terms of autonomy. In its simplest form this means self-law or self-government. However, if there is a God who created us and seeks to govern us for our own best good, then autonomy is the height of folly.We perhaps see this especially played out in the radical trans movement. Here we have folks who have so deified autonomy that they believe they can, at will, redefine morality, redefine biology, redefine truth, and redefine reality. Talk about playing God! Talk about kicking God off his throne and elevating mere man in his place. Foolishly, I did not realise just how much she had brainwashed you until I saw you using the words “conceptualise, compartmentalised and autonomy”, all words are trademark phrases of the autonomist. It individualises the responsibility of each person’s actions to that person alone, effectively, wiping natural influences off the map of life. You do not take any responsibility for your wife’s behaviour even though it is all too clear that you influence each other. If you are never responsible for anyone’s action, inevitably you would have to say that Hitler did nothing wrong, in his mind. It was his SS officers and such the like. It is a cop out of responsibility for other people’s poor decisions. You say, “She is a big girl now, she does what she wants” and that is right, but there is always a consequence and this is you consequence. She has gotten of Scott Free and no doubt feels no guilt for the family feud she has caused, but she is autonomous, she answers to nobody, not even you. If that is what you want, then that is what you have got. I am not autonomous. I believe that you and Becci should act as one, as mum and I do. If your mother grassed Becci up to the police, I would first apologise to you for her poor judgement and expect mum to rectify her actions. I would council with mum to ensure that she knows that grassing up family members for defying her is not appropriate or acceptable. After careful research of autonomism, it is ultra clear to me that it is one of Satan’s greatest assets. He loves the gullible insecure autonomist. They come ready packaged and able to go straight to work for him. They do not naturally care having no guilt or remorse. If that is who Becci is then, I am sorry Donny, we want nothing to do with her. We do not want to witness her imparting her values onto our granddaughter, and just looking at Alma, she already has. We will monitor that very carefully. We do not want to watch her corrupt you anymore then she has. Regardless of the fact that you are married you are still our son, and we have a natural parental love for you. We have wonderful memories of you and our grandchildren, pre-Becci. We hold onto those memories with fondness and love. We cannot be a part of the world you are creating with Becci, to that effect, please never bring her to my home, ever again. As for you, never come her again with whiskey controlling your actions. I am an old age pensioner so if you come here again upsetting your mother and physically abusing me, I will take criminal action against you. You are welcome here when you want to come here, with Alma, Jacob and Lehi, but not Becci.

I know longer know you

You do not believe in God, but you believe in the evils of autonomism inspired by Satan. Let me make my point clear. I am not an autonomist and never will be. I care about my fellow man. You accepted the proposal of your now wife, which is a little strange on its own. I consider that to be a union of two souls having the same desires and goals. If she grasses me up to the police, it is because you have conceptualised her as being a law unto herself so she would not have to ask you for your permission. According to her, you agreed for her to grass me up, taking her autonomy for granted with you. Did she ask you if she could grass on Lehi, twice, and made his life a misery? My conclusion on this point is that like the rest, I do not know you anymore. I do not recognise my son Donny in you. You lasted out longer than the rest but in the end you capitulated. Everything was cool until you met that clown, literally, and now you will not even take your son to work because you feel that he has his own autonomy so is solely responsible for his own choices. Drink and drive was his choice so getting to work is his problem, in the mind of the autonomist. We are not autonomous. Now that is how you eventually lose your children. I will have to be satisfied with my memories of you, pre Becci, and concede that she won the final battle in destroying the Smart family ethics. “The Coup De Grace”. I believe that you committed sacrilege when attacking your father. You contravened the only Commandment with promise. You have dishonoured your mother and your father, and your consequence is now set in motion to be administered at his pleasure, unless, of course, you recognise your sin, forsake your sin and rectify your sin.

You bullied your elderly father and, in the process, upset your mother

Donny, you owe me an apology for your inhumane bullying and for physically assaulting me, your 70-year-old sick father, damaging both ligaments and soft tissue in my index fingers, that still cause me a great deal of pain today, three weeks after the event. I threw several punches at you that night, however, I intentionally caused them to miss their mark because I did not want to hurt you, why would I, you are my son, I just wanted you out of my face. I could tell by the smile on your face, as you twisted and bent my fingers, during your act of dirty fighting, that you did not have the same concerns as I did for you.  

It was not me who ignored your messages, no, you intentionally ignored mine. My messages began civilised. This is my first message that you ignored.

“Donny, I have just had a message from the police saying that Becci wants nothing to do with me. They have read a message from mum and has attributed it to me. I have not written to her so can you explain to me what she is trying to do. Does she mean me and mum. only I have no intention of speaking to her”. Totally innocent.

This is my last of those messages as follows.

“OK I just needed you to say you don’t give a fuck and tell me to fuck off and leave you alone, however, your silence says it all. I am sorry about that. I will leave you alone now. If I see you around I will nod my head and say hello but we will leave it there. I am sorry that it has come to this. It is perfectly obvious that what your wife did was malicious. She called the police on me for your mother saying “Goodbye”. You obviously think that is alright. I do not. Love you son, I always will and have wonderful memories of you. I spoilt you and let you get away with far too much but you were a good kid. You loved your dad. Dad”

Nothing I said should have caused you to act so appallingly. It was not me who opened your whiskey bottle and poured it down your throat, no, you were very capable of doing that all on your own. I did not force you to come to my home, in the early hours of the morning, drunk and disorderly instantly attacking me thuggishly and antagonistically, talking diatribe close up to my face, making no sense or having no reasoning to your words, no, you did that all on your lonesome. I did not ask you to twist both of my index figures and bend them back whilst you looked at me and smiled, happy at what you were doing to me. You were more than capable of doing that with no help from anyone else. You then punched me in the nose for good measure. We are not talking about equally fit men, no, I am a 70 years old man, suffering with all manner of ailments incapable of defending myself like you are, 20 years younger than I. I can barely stand on my own. If our ages and health were equal you would have been subjected to a good hiding that night, but you acted like a coward and assaulted me, a sick old man. My son, who I have always been proud of, beat up a sick old man, his father, whilst inebriated with whisky. How sick does that sound. I am so glad that Steven was not here to witness it, you would have been more equally matched but how do you fight with a dirty fighter, like you have always been, but perhaps, if he were here, you would not have been in my face winding me up and annoying me. He told me just the other day that he does not want to speak to you until after you apologise to his dad for your disrespect and violence. He feels it is disgusting for you to attack your father but made worse by my age and poor health. You cannot be excused for what you did to an old age pensioner, but you need to apologise for your unacceptable behaviour If you do not then please find yourself in the same category as your sibling.

But, let’s be realistic. That is not where it all began is it. No, your autonomous wife with her autonomist beliefs instigated and orchestrated this entire escapade. It was her choice to announce that I was upset at her distancing herself from me, which was a lie. It was her that made the awful assumption that she was talking to me and not Kay. It was her who threatened Kay with the police. It was her who dialled the police and grassed me up when I had not even spoken to her. Every aspect of these unfortunate events stems back to her and her autonomist stance and beliefs. She instigated the entire unfortunate happenstances before she even met you. This has been a meticulously contrived plan in the mind of a mentally sick person. If not you, then someone else. What was she thinking of when she rang the police. What mindset was she in when she announced that she was distancing herself from me when mum and I were distancing ourselves from her. What logic filled her mind when she asked the police to tell me she wants nothing to do with us when it was her who contacted us. We did not contact her. It is all to obvious that she has serious issues. What was she thinking of when she “LOVED” that horrendous post, full of lies and innuendos, sent to me by Hannah’s mum on Facebook.

If you apologise, I will forgive you for what you have done, and forget your heinous act of dishonour against me but until I see a marked change in your wife’s attitude, I will not give her the honour of my forgiveness. if you do not, you will suffer the consequences. I am religious Donny. I may not altogether believe in the authenticity of the LDS church, but I believe in God, in his son, Jesus Christ, and in the fallen angel, Satan. I believe in the scriptures and all the commandments and principles they contain. I believe them without reservation or question. I know you will see this as another one of my verbose messages, however, that is who I am, that is how I have been academically trained to be. I am too old to change it, but why would I change something that I am good at and enjoy. The ball is now in your court. Ignore this letter and I will take it that you have jumped on your sibling’s bandwagon. Apologise, and you have my word of honour that we will forget it ever happened. This entire event has been the result of yours and your wife’s choices. You need to rectify it.

1. Becci sent Kay a text message inviting me & mum to Alma’s sports day. In response mum wrote the following.
2. Based on your reply I would not have come anyway. You see Becci nether I or Derek agree with your claimed distancing. I agree with Derek that the distancing has been on our part. You make it sound as though Derek is at fault. He is not. All the time you feel that a resolve is not possible. What you did was fundamentally wrong and until you understand that we will have to remain at a distance. I am sorry, I wish it were different but it is not.
3. If you have a problem with Donny and Jacob, I’m afraid you will need to take that up with them, I cannot and will not speak for their actions. They are their own people with their own minds, beliefs and act on their own autonomy and neither are influenced in any way by me.
4. She then warned Kay that if she did not stop messaging her she would report her to the Police. Mum messaged one last time because she knew she had not done anything wrong. The next day I had a message from the police telling me that she wanted nothing to do with me. I gratefully accepted that, but it was nothing to do with me. She was making another one of her autonomist assumptions that she turns into fact.
5. I then asked you for an explanation and you ignored my messages
6. You ignored my initial messages to you
7. You accused me of being disrespectful to you, I was not.
8. You picked a verbal fight with me on the Saturday night whilst you were drunk and disorderly, none of which made any sense and you demanded I apologise to you but could not tell me what for.
9. You knocked on my door gone 1.00am even though I asked you not to come here drunk.
10. You pushed your way past mum then came into the living room shouting in my face and making no sense.
11. I pushed you back, behind Jacob, several times but you persisted in shouting in my face
12. I threw some punches at you intentionally missing you not to hurt you
13. I pointed my finger at you ordering you out. It was then that you grabbed hold of my finger and twisted it as hard as you could and then bent it back all the time smiling at me. You did exactly the same to my other finger then, for good measure you punched me in the nose.
14. Eventually you left and blocked me on your social media making no attempt to apologise for what you did

What have I done to deserve the way you and Becci have treated me, apart from asking you Why? I wonder what she told you. She is autonomous Donny. One of the most disliked people on the planet and always an Anti-Christ.