Well, that is it folks. I know I am long winded and have to tell it all. But hanging your dirty washing on the line gives you a sense of freedom and relief, especially so when you feel it vindicates you.. But I have concluded my mission now, to demonstrate to the world, and most importantly, myself, that I did my best to raise my children properly, ethically and morally astute. I am going to give up on trying to make amends with them now thàt i have ŵrittèn my conçlusions on èach of them, ŵhiçh ŵill go into my book. They are like the tin man, they have no heart, for them to care about how much they have hurt us you have to have a heart for that, and the silence persists which must mean that I have lost my grandchildren and they have shown the world how cruel they have been to their parents and how bad they have been as parents to deprive their children of two loving and caring grandparents, and an uncle, plus, of course, what must they have told them about where Nanny and grandad have gone. Remembering, they emancipated us, that is not what we wanted. We love our children and always will, just now not without intripedation.
What I feel is that each of my wayward children have used my grandchildren to try and hurt me and Kay, specifically. It worked but no more. That is the epitamy of poor parenting to use unsuspecting innocent children as instruments to inflict pain and suffering on caring grandparents. It goes without saying that we are concencious caring grandparent otherwise we would not have reacted to the ploy deviced by poor parents, my children and there spouses, unless we actually cared about them facilitating their escapades in hurting us emotionally. So, you no longer have to put up with my gripes anymore but I am thankful that I had a place to go where I could vent and expose the genuine rationale of our wayward children. That is, to deliver maximum pain and suffering to their parents by using their children as weapons of distruction. Bad, bad People.
Please do not take this as a end of my fight against Satan. That will never end all the time there is evil in the world and evil people like the autonomous Becci Smart and the meddling Hannah Smart bringing shame to my name. That is HANNAH SMART who delivered the coup de grace of death to my family and fooled everyone that she is an angel of light. That used her own children to intentionally hurt Kay and I. They will come to know that when they become adults.
We Did Our Best 